Here is about my life

Friday, March 6, 2009

;8:49 PM

Yo, back again to blog ~_~

well, have been abit busy this whole week with personal stuff, so nth much to blog. i am feeling fcking guilty, cause i have promised to go back and train harder but time and time again i disappoint them and break my promise. i am really feeling bad, i seriously dun expect them to accept me back to the team or what, but i would still got back for training regardless what happens as i feel i have not only let them down, but myself too ~_~( i will be back next week !!! to chiong )

well, been a boring holiday so far, as so many things crop up, but late at night i would slack with friends ^^ .

hmm, i think thats all i will update, cause i dunno what else to say le ~_~ take care all my friends

I feel sad with my life and feel like ending it on the spot, but it just seems i have so many things not done and accomplished. especially that i am still not with the one i am waiting for, it just tears me inside and make me feel like pushing my body way pass the limits. i just wish i could be with her and maybe all my problems would just disappear ~_~

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